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Tired

Journal Entry: Sat Jun 21, 2008, 8:45 PM
Work has been miserable lately. It is not the job it is more the weather. I have a delivery job & spend about 5 hours a day in the car. It gets so lonely & boring. The real problem lately has been the heat. I am in the car usually between the hours of 10am -4pm (the exact time varies daily). That is the hottest part of the day. Lately it has been in the mid to upper 90's. I don't have air conditioning. By the time I finally get home all I want to do is take a shower & go to bed. It is also very dry here. The radio yesterday said that for the last 2 years we are almost 2 ft down on rainfall. Can't keep any of my plants alive with no rain. I had some nice fruits planted this year, but haven't been able to get much off the plants.
On a happier note, we did get plums off of our tree for the first time. They were sour or bitter, but my sweetie likes them anyway.


clubs:
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  • Mood: Happy
  • Listening to: hardly any traffic zooming
  • Reading: my ramblings before I post them
  • Watching: my fingernails dry - lime green nail polish
  • Drinking: water

drive in theater

Journal Entry: Sun Mar 23, 2008, 11:33 PM
I am so happy right now we got to go to the drive in theater tonight. It just opened this weekend. I feel sorry for people who have never been before. :tears:
I have fond memories from childhood of my uncle taking me & his daughter to the drive in. He loved to & he would take us with him. My parents would never go. I have got them to go twice in my life. My uncle would always make popcorn before we went & would stop at Burger King on the way & get us cheeseburgers. I still remember the first movie he took us to it was "Clash of the Titians". I know I am aging myself admitting it, but it is a very good memory. I don't get to see the uncle very much anymore. :(
We watched Drillbit Taylor & Spiderwick. They were both good movies. The only problem we had was that it started to rain some while we were there. I am so very glad that we still have 2 drive in within @ 30 minutes drive of our home. I figure they are some of the last few in our state. The one in our county closed up several years ago, it was in very bad shape. I still hated to see it close. :tears:

  • Mood: Happy
  • Listening to: hardly any traffic zooming
  • Reading: my ramblings before I post them
  • Watching: Keeping Up Appearances on PBS
  • Eating: chex mix
  • Drinking: fruit juice

nice evening

Journal Entry: Mon Feb 4, 2008, 2:04 AM
It has been just such a nice day & evening. I needed this, I have had to get both cars worked on this past week. It has been very peaceful and quite. We have been visiting a good friend who had a worse week then I did. All we have been doing since about midnight is watching bad movies & playing on the computer. I hope next week is better for both of us, maybe it will be a peaceful as tonight.



HAPPY BIRTHDAY MISCREANT74!!! :)
Hope you have a great birthday. :cake:

  • Mood: Content
  • Listening to: traffic zooming by
  • Reading: my ramblings before I post them
  • Watching: some silly movie on Sci-Fi channel
  • Eating: Lychee candy
  • Drinking: Pomegranate 7-Up

Bad day

Journal Entry: Fri Nov 16, 2007, 5:49 PM
Had a bad day at work, took some of it out on my family. I shouldn't take it out on them, but we always hurt the ones we love. It was a depressing day. Sometimes it is so hard working with the public.
As soon as I got home the mechanic called & said my car was fixed. I starting to think that I share custody of the car with the mechanic, he seems to get to keep the car for a few days every month or so. Today was payday & I'm almost broke already. I can't ever seem to get ahead.
Just talked to a fellow today who lost his wife of 65 years about a month ago. He was so sad & I just wanted to cry with him. I can't imagine what he is going through. It was breaking my heart listening to him talk about his wife, but he needed someone to talk to & I don't mind. It makes you think about how precious life is & how we should appreciate what we have.
I need to apoligize to my family. I am so very sorry.
Maybe today was not so bad & I should be happy with what I have: a loving family, a job, a roof over my head & a car that works (for now-hope this doesn't jinx me).
Should I ask the mechanic for child support?
Hope that your day was better than mine & I hope tomorrow will be better.

  • Mood: Gloomy
  • Listening to: myself cry after getting the mechanics bill
  • Reading: my ramblings before I post them
  • Eating: baked potato w/ cheese & bacon
  • Drinking: Mountain Dew

can't sleep

Journal Entry: Thu Nov 15, 2007, 10:42 PM
I am so bored. I should be in bed, I have to be at work in about 6 hours, but I can't get to sleep. Thought I would just ramble on here for a few minutes before I go & look at some cool art. I like to draw some, but it usually looks childish. I haven't drawn much in the last few years, but I want to start again. Maybe sometime soon I can post some of my stuff. Lately most of what I do is color black & white sketches that I find. Several are filler sketches from mangas, but I won't show them. The coloring of the filler sketches got me wanting to draw again.


The time here & the time on the post are 3 hours different, so it is after midnight.

  • Mood: Insecure
  • Listening to: myself cry after paying the bills
  • Reading: my ramblings before I post them
  • Eating: fruit loops-no milk